RisWritesWords

I lie awake with you on my mind. How shall I punish you for your crimes? Will a kick be enough? No, I want to kill you the way you killed me. Slowly and then all at once. - Ris

I painted each star in the sky to remind myself of each boy I have loved. Now I paint the last star in the sky with the hope I will never forget you. That the memory of you will forever stay in my mind, and the feel of your touch will stay printed on my skin. As I paint the last star in the sky. all the others fade away until that’s only you left. - Ris

I thought of you this morning, but that’s nothing new. I speak your name often in the dark, just so I won’t feel so alone. My memories of you are nothing but pictures in frames. God, I miss the way you spoke my name. Like it was your favorite word to say. You will be forever in my heart, but will I be in yours? - Ris

The ashes of my heart lies on the ground. How can I love again with no heart? When all there’s left is smoke? The ashes of my heart blows away with the wind. I tried to save it, but I wasn’t fast enough. Now I’m just a girl with nothing left. No heart, no you. - Ris

I have a monster inside my head. But in the end don't we all have a little monster inside ourselves? A monster there's sometimes takes over and set things straight. There takes over your mind and makes you doubt your own sanity. But is this monster so bad to have? What will happen to us if it disappear? Will we become naive and trust every lie we hear? So we need this monster near. It might make us doubt, but, in the end it also helps us. / Ris

Your love can't heal my broken mind. But you can take my hand as I sob my heart out. You can stroke my hair as my world crashes down. You can love me, when I'm impossible. You can stay, when I scream for you to leave. I'm not asking you to take every inch of my pain. Only for you to stay and love me. It won't be pretty, there will be times where you want to leave. When my bad days comes and you see no way of helping me. But I swear to you, I might be a wreck. I might look more death than alive. But in end, it will be worth it. So, please stay. - Ris

Hush, love. It won't hurt if you keep still. Remember you asked for this. You hurt me, love. So you must pay the price. Now, It might sting a bit. Don't beg, love. It doesn't suit your pretty lips. Instead scream for mercy. Ready, love? Now the final has come. Let me hear your highest tone. - Ris

I have spent years in silence afraid to say something wrong. I wanna scream what's in my broken heart. The silence it's too lonely for me. I just wanna shout my feelings out in the top of my unused lungs. I feel like a machine, doing the things I have been told to do. But I'm human, can't you see? I pack my things and walk out the door without a word. After all, silence is all you taught me. - Ris

Meet me at midnight, by the lake of ice. Come and dance with me, to the sound of nature. Let's lie down and count the shiny stars. Take my hand and make a wish to the shooting star. - Ris

I may have a monster inside my head. But in the end don't we have a little monster inside ourselves? A monster there's sometimes takes over and set things straight. There takes over your mind and makes you doubt your own sanity. But is this monster so bad to have? What will happen to us if it's gone? Will we become naive and trust every lie we hear? So we need this monster near. It might make us doubt, but it keep us sane as well. So, I guess it knows what it's doing.